my lips across your neck and
your hands in my hair.
It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.
| — | Mistinguette (via girlwithoutwings) |
| — | Mistinguette (via girlwithoutwings) |

If you want something, you go get it. That’s all you can do, because everyday that you spend sitting and waiting is another day that the biggest change in your life could have happened. All you have to do is jump. But do it for yourself, not for anyone else. Inspire yourself to make a change and take a risk, because you have nothing to lose. Nothing is nothing, because even if it’s only a little change, at least you did something. At least you jumped.
| — | Charles Bukowski, Women: A Novel (via imfantasyparade) |

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

The
worstthing in life is to lose a friend, a friend that means the world to you, a friend that you put all your trust and faith in, a friend that you believed in from the start, a friend that took the center of your heart, a friend that you’d die for, a friend that you wanted to cherish for a lifetime, a friend, a good friend, a best friend.